tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-91317555408390345742012-02-16T03:04:34.289-08:00CupP@ JaVahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12054217718110644407noreply@blogger.comBlogger211100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9131755540839034574.post-73900877461350313282007-11-20T03:08:00.000-08:002007-11-20T03:54:43.434-08:00

...the suicidal thoughts that I had is not just caused by the show cause letter. It is too petty to compare with the problems that I have been facing of late.I felt like I am working for no purpose. My career has been my life. I dedicated, no, I devoted my life pleasing others. I spent more time trying hard to be perfect, but what do I get in return? Has it been satisfactory?When your work is

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I am having suicidal thoughts today, so I decided to write something about it.I just got my first show cause letter today. Nice.I am tired of working my ass off for people that I barely knew professionally. And to handle all issues that is not related to my life. I am thinking deliberately to resign from this company. I am a mess.But most importantly, I feel like taking my own life.When you are

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Semalam aku tengok berita kat TV3.Ada one of the minister buat remark pasal witness protection program. Untuk kes fixing judge by one of the legal council, dia mintak witness yang bertanggungjawab utk tampil memberi keterangan.Hm.Aku tak nak komen yang pasal witness tu. Tapi aku nak cerita pasal one of the stupidest thing I have ever heard coming from one of the most ignorant minister I have ever

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Best betul hari ni.Mana taknya, site survey depan rumah! Kena pulak hari Jumaat. Lepas site survey aku terus balik... tapi lepas ni nak kena keluar balik sebab ada 2nd site survey, kali ni kat depan Sunway Pyramid.. nyehhh.. gumbire betul.Anyway, hari ni aku pelik, 3 orang telefon aku (kebetulan) tanya pasal translation. Memula customer aku tanya - "Toll Fraud" dalam Bahasa Melayu ape? Aku pun

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Aku ni macam dah tak ada tajuk lain. Kalau yang dah biasa baca blog aku sure tau aku punya stand pasal anak; nak anak tapi nanti lah. :PAnyway aku nak citer pasal satu artikel di MSN yang aku baca hari ni, alkisah seorang jejaka tampan berusia 28 tahun telah "memandulkan" dirinya sendiri. Oh bukan buat sendiri lah, mestilah suruh doktor mandulkan. :))))Dia kata dia tak nak anak. Dia kata dia dah

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Kat rumah. EL.Hari ni aku buat closet cleanup.Dah 3 bulan aku tak jengah baju aku kat dalam almari. Teruk kan? Aku dok sumbat masuk almari lepas tu tutup. Tak tengok dah. Sampailah ke hari ni, sebab aku panggil orang utk pasang kipas kat bedroom aku... so kena la kemas sikit.. dari kemas sikit sampai terkemas satu bilik.. hahahahaha....Anyway, bila aku evaluate balik baju2 aku.. maka ini lah

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...ngantuk plus lapar...Hai... hari raya nak dekat. Shopping tak sudah lagi. Busy memanjang. Tunggu weekend banyak pulak aktiviti yang nak dibuat. Letih.Tahun ni turn aku beraya kat Johor. Actually tiap2 tahun aku tak pernah miss pun balik Johor. Kalaupun turn aku balik Perak, sampai ke KL aku terus akan ke Johor. Ada hiway PLUS kan? Tekan aje la. Duit minyak and tol? Not an issue.Tiba-tiba Amir

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Hola~!Aku bosan hari ni. Semua kerja tak jadi. System down. Aku pun down. Down with boredom. Hahahaha...Nak keluar malas, pakai kasut tumit tinggi 2 inci aku kan. Tak best la menapak pakai kasut cenggitu.Anyway, hari ni aku nak bercerita pasal buat kabinet dapur.Aku (or to be exact laki aku) rasa nak memasak semula. Bosan la asyik makan luar, ada masa nak jugak merasa laki aku masak. Aku perasan

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Hari ni aku dapat email:-----Original Message-----From: Mohamad Amirizzuan Ramli Sent: Friday, September 14, 2007 10:55 AMTo: Aumi Khasanah MusliminSubject: i am always with youfound this old song, it's an arabic. below are the translation:-I am always with you.And even when your far away from me,Your love is in my heart.I am always with you.You're always on my mind and in my heart.I never forget

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Malam.Tengah tunggu Amir dari sesi berenang dia. Amboi, punya la lama, aku rasa bukan setakat berenang, mesti menyelam laut dalam sekali ni. Alang2 menyelam sambil minum air, hah, aku rasa dari kembung sampai kecut perut dia menyedut air swimming pool tu.Tak kisah la kan, asalkan 'hasil' nya lumayan.Aku dah lama bising dengan Amir. Dari mengusik, memperli sampai meny-ound. Aku cakap dengan dia,

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...Semalam aku pi dating dengan Amir. Tup tup sebaik sahaja aku keluar gate, aku dapat SMS..."As, kau tak balik ke? Abah tengah upset tu. Agaknya dia rasa tak ada orang visit dia kot. Kami ni abah tak hairan dah. Kalau kau balik mesti abah hepi kot?"Hm.Aku tak reply sms kakak aku. Aku delete terus.Okey.. so aku ni anak "bertuah" ni. Kakak suruh balik rumah buat - buat tak reti pulak. Tapi dengar

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"...Dream on... dream awayI think Im gonna have to stayStay forever.."I adore... mi Amor...Layan layan.. mp3 aku semuanya lagu zaman muda. Heh.Anyway, hari ni aku nak bercakap pasal bagaimana menguruskan konflik di tempat kerja.Pernah tak korang bergaduh dengan rakan seopis? Aku pernah. Dan masih bergaduh lagi.Bagaimana caranya aku handle? Teruk. Aku tak bertegur langsung, mungkin sebab aku

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Morning!Hari ni aku dressed up slightly different from the usual. And as always, since kerja kat company pasca- kerajaan ni kan, mestilah ada yang tak kena dengan dressing aku hari ni di mata orang. (monolog: Dressing yang macam mana? Ntah. Tak sopan ke pakai macam ni? Bukan nampak pusat pun. Isk.) Dari lift sampai la ke kantin, kena stare dengan pakcik makcik tu. Nasib baik aku kerja marketing,

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...dah start kerja.Phuket was nice. Okey la. Tapi nasihat aku untuk kawan-kawan yang bercadang ke Phuket, habiskan la Malaysia dulu. Aku rasa Pantai Beras Basah kat Langkawi jauh lagi cantik dari Phi Phi Island. Mungkin ada yang nak beg to differ, but seriously...and nak cari halal food pun way easier..Anyway, aku rasa tak payah la aku bercerita panjang pasal vacation aku di Phuket, antara

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Yeay!Finally masa yang ditunggu dah tiba!Sekarang ni aku stranded kat opis Amir di Brickfields. Tunggu kawan kawan lain tak sampai lagi.Ini baru the 3rd country yang aku berpeluang nak pergi sepanjang 26 tahun. Ada beberapa tempat lagi aku nak pergi, tapi sebab tak ada duit, pendamkan la dulu.Next year aku mesti pergi Australia.And then aku nak pi Europe. Pastu Korea Selatan, then Jepun, then aku

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Cuti~!!Hari Jumaat lepas aku ke Melaka. One of my bestest chum kawin. Alhamdulillah.. bertambah zuriat umat Nabi Muhammad. Semoga berkekalan hingga ke akhirat... Amin...Meriah juga. Dan aku tak sangka pulak aku diberi kepercayaan utk mengandam, ehh tapi bukan mengandam pengantin... mengandam pengapit. Hehe. Thanks Fatma. Aku tak berapa pandai, tapi OK la.. dan bagi yang berminat boleh lah hubungi

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Pagi. Lambat bangun. Sebab? Malam tadi berjaga pasang water fountain kucing. Hahahaha...Aku beli water fountain untuk anak kucing aku. Beratus ringgit jugak tu. Semata2 sebab aku nak bercuti panjang.. nanti mati kering pulak kucing aku tak minum. Menariknya water fountain tu sebab dia boleh mengalirkan dan menapis air minum tu dengan kapasiti 3 liter! Kucing boleh pilih nak minum kat mangkuk atau

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"Mengapa aku yang terlukaAku yang meranaAku yang menahan sisa baki cinta ini...Engkau yang memintaAku yang sengsaraRimas rimas Aku rimas"Tetiba rasa sentimental pulak pagi ni. Thank you Amir for the song.. rajin nya tolong carikan mp3...Lagu ni mengingatkan aku pada aku punya sejarah lama. Benci betul. Tapi aku suka layan.Tipu la aku kalau aku kata aku tak pernah termenung fikir kalau la aku tak

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Hola!Let's talk about starting a family."parents and their children, considered as a group, whether dwelling together or not."Oh. Another way of defining family:"a group of persons who form a household under one head, including parents, children, and servants."Bibik included. So true. :PKenapa aku pilih tajuk family? Sebab aku nak cerita pasal family aku.Semua sedia maklum, aku dah pun

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...Hari last Syawal.Aku tak perasan kalau hari ini hari terakhir bulan Syawal. Kalau tak kerana dapat sms dari mobile provider aku (yang popular betul dengan huruf 'X' tu, ape.. cap palang ke?), aku tak tau pun. Terlampau sibuk kerja gamaknye...Apa pun, tahun ni Raya memang meriah. Almaklum tahun pertama merayakan di rumah baru. Ehm.. pening kepala Amir bila aku mula 'meracau' nak beli langsir

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...Gosh. Three dots and I am already out of idea.Being a worn-out sales person really take the toll on my intellectual well-being. I had to keep reminding myself that I DO have a brain. Hm...that's pretty... hard.. struggling... now... brain..must have brain..The other day, I was hardly working when I realized that I had something trickling down my shoulder. Wet.. cold.. slimy.. cold. Oh, just my

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