Pagi. Lambat bangun. Sebab? Malam tadi berjaga pasang water fountain kucing. Hahahaha...

Aku beli water fountain untuk anak kucing aku. Beratus ringgit jugak tu. Semata2 sebab aku nak bercuti panjang.. nanti mati kering pulak kucing aku tak minum. Menariknya water fountain tu sebab dia boleh mengalirkan dan menapis air minum tu dengan kapasiti 3 liter! Kucing boleh pilih nak minum kat mangkuk atau pun jilat kat fountain. Hahahahah punya la. Nak tengok meh la ke rumah aku.

Dan nanti aku kena tambah beli food dispenser pulak, sebab aku plan nak tinggalkan makanan untuk 4 hari aku di Phuket. Kalau aku letak dalam mangkuk, nanti cepat habis. Food dispenser tu boleh replenish bila makanan habis. And freshness is guaranteed too. Bentuk dia? Macam water cooler. Serius!

Banyak jugak berhabis.. tapi nak buek canno... sayang punya pasal..

Anyway, berbalik kepada tajuk blog aku pagi ni...

Semalam aku sembang dengan Amir. Aku tanya dia, kalau aku kena ngorat dengan orang la kan (and that remains as a kalau, tak pernah pun jadi) apa yang dia rasa?

Amir dengan selambanya berkata...

"Hm.. tak rasa apa-apa?"

Aku terdiam. Wo, steady betul laki aku ni. So aku pun cakap dengan dia, well sometimes I did get hit on. "Okey, since I know that, yeah, perhaps I'll be jealous. Kalau saya tak tahu tak ada lah saya rasa apa apa. I trust you, remember?"

Aiyak.

You see, I would like to have him being jealous and be a complete jerk when it comes to that. Why? Because then I'll feel like I really meant a lot to him, and that I am highly regarded as someone who needs to be guarded and protected and shielded from the many prying eyes of men! Fuuhhh.. tak cukup nafas nak cakap.

But then, truth be told, I think many of you who read this will disagree, because you will say there is nothing to be jealous of, and it would be better if your man is mature enough not to make a big fuss about it. C'mon, it's just a wink, a smile or a "come-uppance" gesture...no?

Then again, I would like to have Amir go ballistic everytime someone ever glance twice my way when I walk. Or to have Amir go to that fella and just beat the crap out of him. Wow, that'll be fun...

Memang la, orang akan berpendapat, lepas kahwin ni, kita ada status baru and orang akan respect kita la. But sometimes when you do not look that part (ehmm, a confession here, I don't wear my wedding ring), and with a career that requires you to look good, and an age where people still give me this "Oh-my-God-are-you-married-you-sure-look-single-to-me" lines, you sure to 'welcome' those things. And damn it if Amir just shrugs it off (being so stable and steady).

Whatever it is.. I like the attention. And I want Amir to hate it. :)